My Personal Journey

1111 Days of Non-Ejaculation

Thanks to TNT and Alex, I started to practice non-ejaculation 8,5 years ago. Before that, I had been on the path of personal development and spirituality for years, but by sometimes watching porn and ejaculating regularly, I didn´t grow. As you can see, I was frustrated, and I didn’t feel that the work I put in paid off. 

In 2011, I finally understood how I could use sexual energy as rocket fuel for personal and spiritual growth – and have so much pleasure on the way. I got my life and motivation back. 

By keeping the sexual energy, I have trained my nervous system to be able to contain more energy without suppressing emotions. I can use my sexuality to unblock suppressed emotions and body sensations.

By non-ejaculating, I have a full tank, and then it becomes more – how can I serve others to experience more happiness and pleasure in their life? I am therefore still practising non-ejaculation and have gone 1111 days without ejaculation while staying sexually active daily.

Some of the benefits are:

 - Lost 7-8 kg

 - Mostly a pain-free body.

 - Letting go of suppressed emotions.

 - Happiness for no reason.

 - More motivation and creativity.

 - Can have sex as long as I want.

 - More self-love and the ability to experience deep intimacy.

 - Living a life of purpose and have som much more fun and living a life of deeper meaning.

I am still purifying my sexual life force energy. I have the last three years been using more time to connect deeper to the heart. The shamanistic path has been great support there. I experienced from my tantra school that it is possible to have another tantric sex addiction and built a sexual tantra ego outside of my heart. So, it has been a humbling journey too. But still, the practice of non-ejaculation stays and a daily morning practice is the foundation and a cornerstone in my life.

I believe even more men (and women) could benefit from owning their sexuality, practice non-ejaculation and be able to last as long as they want in bed. 

I have therefore made an online self-study program for men that wants to own their sexual energy, last longer in bed and find deeper intimacy with themselves and their partner.